Back to the beginning

I failed. completely. let down. today is the it is back to the beginning,
as i try again. try to reach perfect.
i want to get my tummy flatter, before the big jump next year.
- lipsulptue
            *thighs*
             *upper arms*
               *tummy*
-botux
-boob job.
and then, hair exstentions, acylic nails, spray tan, veneers, eye lash exstentions.
and then the real princess barbie, will walk.
she will stand tall.
eat small.
breath air.
smile.
laugh.
happy.
Perfect.
bones.
skinny.
thin. beautiful.