the after dark thoughts.

England time (Portsmouht City) 1:19am Monday 28th March 2011.
I sit and look at the photos of those beautiful, stunning girls.
they all look so amazing,
Prefect tan,
Skinny,
perfect teeth,
Amazing hair,
beautiful wide eyes,
hot boyfriend,
how come they have everything.
yeah i have a boyfriend, he is amazing. and Friends that i would
die for,
but still, how come i carn't look like they do.
all i want is the perfect body.
I am one the way to get it.
I want to be around 120lbs. (8stone 8lbs)
I am 5"8, i have size 36E boobs, my dream look;
Long, dirty blonde hair,
perfect stright white teeth,
long nails,
skinny enough to see slight rips and hips,
i want 32E boobs,
i wanna be a size 6 or 8 jeans, and size 8 or 10 tops.
Thats what i want.
i want to be prefect,
how come i have to pay to be perfect,
and some girls get it for free.
thats just not fair.
i wish i wish, i had a different life.
i want to become the real life barbie !!!

Princess barbie,
       Stay Fake, Stay Blonde, Stay Skinny. HOTTNESS :)